So, my halloween costume is a raver with green glowsticks.
10/30/05 4:38 PM - Submitted by Chaz
Woohoo, working on my research paper is fun, not. Anyway, just an update - my e-mail address has changed. You can contact me at
Now I have to notify everyone I know that my address has changed, lol. I hope a lot of you guys read the site. :)
Anyway, I have to work tonight from 6-9 which sucks, but then I'm going to pick up Roc at the airport, so after that... yep, thats right - more research paper work. Even though I don't have class tomorrow, the final copy is due this Thursday, so if I can manage 2 more pages tonight and at least 1-2 more pages tomorrow, it'll be more than enough for the requirements. My works cited is already complete which makes me really happy. I'll post it once I'm done with the paper for everyone to read and Lucid Dreams and wtf they mean, hoho. K, I'm out for now. I still have one solid hour of writing to go.
Oh yeah, I'm definitely sore from working out.
10/28/05 2:24 AM - Submitted by Chaz
This is what I did the other day, lol. I just like a few things about the song, so I mixed it up a bit. Going to change it once more - because I don't like this version and I haven't used Acid in a while so it'll be nice to crank out another version that I'm really pleased with.
I know that every mile will be worth my while.
10/25/05 2:43 PM - Submitted by Chaz
I'm feeling kind of lazy so I copied and pasted most of this from my space - but I decided to add a little twist to this post since this is my blog, journal, website, diary, whatever you want to call it and my space is the fun, see what¡¦s up with everyone else site.
I woke up this morning and I was feeling good and I don't know exactly why I felt good, but I was very calm. Anyway, I tried to play a video game with Damascus and I truly have no desire to play video games anymore. Alas, I knew the day would come, and all the times I would always say to myself "damn I wish I could just play video games forever, as a career, and have fun - doing absolutely nothing" are finally over. I'm going to do something, and it all starts with a schedule. :)
So even though I was feeling good, I was only feeling like going to one class - English. I decided I didn't want to do the walk from Sky view to campus, so I drove around looking for a parking meter to avoid that walk and the time. Thinking I'd get lucky, I didn't. There was no parking, lol. I wasted 30 minutes looking and looking, then finally said screw it and parked at Sky view, where I should have parked in the first place. That was funny, so I'm sitting in class, in the front and I caught myself starting to fall asleep, but I think the teacher saw me but didn't say anything. Oh well, no biggie. She is cool and I felt tired all of the sudden. We get out around 12, normally 12:15 and I went to the Union to grab a bite to each. Char grilled Chicken Sandwich with a Sweet Ice Tea from Chick Fila. Mmm, tasty... but I couldn't finish the entire sandwich which sucked, I lost my appetite because of the smell I think, amongst other reasons. Anyway, I decided to go to my next class, because its important to go to classes. That is why I didn't do so hot last year, didn't go to class, didn't catch all the material. I went and I felt good about the decision to go, and not skip like I had planned. We watched a movie over how different genders speak language and communicate. It really opened my eyes to a lot of conversations I have had in the past, and the way I held conversations with people - especially Brittany. I learned that some of the ways I communicate with the opposite gender can sometimes be irritating and annoying, opposed to if I were communicating with a buddy of mine, the same gender. The topic was very interesting to me, and I took some damn sexy notes. Lots of examples too - I'm sure they'll be on the test. This leads me into the next sub topic of this update.
I was walking with Justin, a friend of mine from last year to his car and we were talking about how tired we were. I mentioned maybe he should eat more carbs, and he mentioned that he thinks he just needs to get back into the habit of working out. I agreed with him, working out helps the endorphins in the body pumping and you just feel good about yourself. We decided that we are going to hold each other accountable and set up a definite plan. So tonight we are going to put a schedule together, nothing too serious. We are thinking a few hours every week at the gym, maybe some swimming, and studying. Since we are in a class together and live in the same apartment complex, it'll be easy to do. I'm feeling good about today, and I'm feeling good about the next few weeks.
It's always funny to me how I randomly get these moments of psyched happiness, natural highs, whatever you want to call it - I get it. When I do get them, I try to make the best out of them, but sometimes I let them slide by, or other things start to distract me and I forget about them and the feelings disappear. Well, this time I'm embracing these unique feelings and I'm going to abuse the shit out of them. LOL, what I'm saying to everyone is nothing is going to bring me down right now. I say that, and watch I'll end up jinxing myself. *crosses fingers for that not to happen, lol*
Ok so, in closure I just want everyone to know that I burnt one of the best Trance CD's of all times today. The Great Wall (Disc 1) mixed by Various Artists. Funny how my favorite trance cd's end up being by various artists. I can think of tons, but I'm completely revamping my (60 cd storage) Sony CD player with new music. I'm tired of the crappy ass CD's I have in there from ages ago, most are full of songs I don't listen to and I often find myself pushing the 'Next CD' button. Much love, long update but it felt good so enjoy it and read it again because I know I'll be coming back to this one.
Signed and dated,
PS: I went to see Doom last night, the movie - and let me tell you. It sucked; I didn't even finish watching it, that's how bad it was. I walked out of the theater. I don't recommend it. Waste of money. That¡¦s my review. Oh yea, meeting at 3:00 on Thursday with my advisor. w00t.
No more Soda for Chaz, giving it up.
10/22/05 12:26 AM - Submitted by Chaz
Yesterday I decided to give up soda and I'm going to stick to it. There is really no particular reason, its just something that I've never tried before, so with that being said, its something I can go without. Today was the first day of no Soda, and I'm sticking to it, for serious.
I also just remembered, just now - that I have to e-mail my rough draft to my teacher tonight, so thats something to do real fast before bed time. Even though I'm not tired, my bed and teddy bear do sound pretty comfortable and cozy. I did take a three hour nap today before swimming with Joe, that was pretty awesome. Then we went back to his place, played a little Tetris - and went to Jimmy Johns and Chipotle for dinner.
My boy Joe had a date tonight with a cute girl, hohoho. They went to see Wedding Crashers at the Gallagher Teather in the Union. I was going to stay, but didn't really feel like paying for my ticket - and just decided it would be better to go home anyway. Besides, I've seen the movie and he was there kickin' it with a girl that he liked along with a few of her friends. Good luck bro, hope all goes well. I'm sure you aren't home yet lol.
Oh boy, I really should bust out my planner because I'm starting to get a lot of dates / times mixed up. Today I was suppose to meet Justin at 3 to study for our Gender test which is a few weeks away, and thats when I came home and started to take a nap. So tomorrow were going to study around 1. Good times, college sucks by the way, just not the social aspect of it :D. K, time for some cool music. Oh yeah, also - Breathe, Stretch, Shake by Mase is a pretty awesome song. Thanks Brit, feel better x2 <3.
Diva la Paz, So tired... soo tired.
10/20/05 8:50 PM - Submitted by Chaz
Well I saw the Diva's again tonight, for the millionth time and I was only there for a few performances. I just didn't feel like staying - I mean... I even got off work and everything, but it just isn't the same I guess. Of course, the same crowd was there - more or less - same RHA people from last year, same people I lived with over the summer, but everyone has changed in their own way. Grown for example, but grown in the manner that they grow with their friends so the change doesn't seem so apparent, but to those who don't grow with them - really notice a big difference, and sometimes I think that can hurt the friendship. I hope you feel better Brittany, <3. Now I am going to go to work and be there at 9 me thinks, since Patrick covered 2 hours so I could watch the show, but looks like I only needed one hour.
No more names for Hurricanes! Greek Alphabet time!
10/19/05 1:42 PM - Submitted by Chaz
Hey, you never know! I was just accepted to get my first credit card with a $2,500 limit. hohoho. Everyone knows what this means! SHOPPING SPREE, heh... but really, thats cool. Maybe now I can start building some credit like I already have been. Sweet deal.
Today is back to normal Tucson weather. The clouds, rain, and beautiful weather is gone. Hurricane Otis left us with some nice weather for about 4-5 days here in Tucson. I was in love <3 but now... back to the well... I guess its 72� so its not that hot, but still! When there are no clouds in the sky, something about the sun when it hits you out here in the desert - it feels like 90� outside.
Ok, I'm off to go pay my storage rent. Then take care of some other mindless errands. -Out
Nature is an ammazing thing, and I love it.
10/16/05 7:45 PM - Submitted by Chaz
I was sitting at my apartment earlier today doing nothing but playing World of Warcraft, and I figured I should probably go out and do something constructive so the day wouldn't be entirely wasted. The first thing that came to my mind was to go play ITG, and so I did. I played for about an hour, but the music was turned down pretty low - and the managers removed the switch inside the machine to turn it up. So the problem was, the arcade techs were unable to turn the volume up, sucks :/.
Anyway, I decided to go home, and on my way home the clouds in the sky were so perfect and it was nearly setting, this was around five-thirty and I decided to go to a park. Well, when I got there, the setting outside just felt unreal, and I just hung out by a tree for a while, then I laid down. About two hours went by, the first thirty minutes I thought about absolutely nothing and just appreciated my surroundings and nature. Then I went to sleep for about an hour and fifteen minutes, had my phone on silent so I wouldn't hear anyone call - and it was the most relaxing thing I have done in a long time.
Even though my phone was on silent, the first time I looked at it - Joe was calling, so I answered and we chatted - which is why I am here at the ILC right now. He is working on his paper and I'm about to do so as well. Lucid Dreaming Research = the bomb. Its going to be a fun paper to write, and I have a while to write it, so that is a plus. I've started this new thing where I work on my papers before the night they are due. I've noticed a letter difference as far as the grade goes. A's, A's, and a few more A's. Okie dokie, time to work on the paper a little then maybe I'm going back to the park because according to the moons calendar... tomorrow is a full moon. So it will be nice to check it out and enjoy it before it¡¦s completely full. But then again, I could always just go tomorrow - but we'll see. :)
I still can't get over how peaceful it was just sitting at the park, without a thought or worry on my mind other than how grateful I am to be alive. Life is good right now because it is only what I make it to be. I'm also in love with nature which I feel like is something I have neglected the past nineteen years of my life. My appreciation for nature = x10000 now after that park trip, there was just something about it. I'll be thinking about it for a while too. K HOMEWORK TIME.
Oh and Heather, I missed your call and I think its probably too late to call you back - but I did get your voicemail and I love you very much too!
Someday, it'll all be better. Right? Yes.
10/16/05 3:30 AM - Submitted by Chaz
Another late night, another night I should be sleeping, another night, its always the same. I'm so messed up right now, lol - it's not even funny. I mean that in the sense, I'm so mentally confused, worn out, and just mind spanked beyond no other. Ugh. What I need is some Fight Club music, maybe even Snatch or something to really get me fired up, then I need to pass out, work on my research paper and call it a day. Why is life so complicated, or am I just making it complicated? Now that I think about it, I've really got it on easy street huh. Yup, k I'm out.
A song that everyone should listen to, it really makes my day. Click here to listen to it.
Q. P. G. W. M. H. - Backstreet Boys =D
10/15/05 5:23 AM - Submitted by Chaz
Late night, turned out from a quick Taco Bell run, to hanging out with Joe for a while, eating Taco Bell - then going to hang out with Tim, John and Packer, bur Pac-man went to sleep so it was just John, Tim and myself. We ended up going to Krispy Kreme Doughnuts, then Circle K, came back to his place, watched T.V. and played Heroes of Might and Magic III (Complete) for a few hours. Now I'm dead tired, don't feel good and I am going to sleep until work tomorrow at 8pm I think. I may be awake before then, which I probably will - but I think its going to be a kick it around the house, work on the English paper Saturday :)
I'm going to get involved into something, but I'm not sure what it is yet. I think maybe the Chess Club or some organization like that. I had RHA (Residence Hall Association) last year, and now its time for something new, to add to my busy schedule...ha, not. But seriously, I want something cool to do. I think I'll sleep on it. K, ciao.
Snoop Dogg is cool, right? Or was it Ice Cube. LOL
10/14/05 5:41 PM - Submitted by Chaz
Its Friday night, 5:40 and I feel sick to my stomach and don't feel like doing anything tonight. I should probably go swimming, or go to the gym or play ITG, or something constructive. I slept most of the day today, but I have just had a down day for some reason :/
Life is such right? It'll be better hehe, I just need to bust some music and take a shower. Woot, <3 to all. Kthx
Nevermind, I know why its a gloomy day. Because its raining outside and thunder + lightning + rain = great days, but sad days for some reason. How does it work like that? I love the rain, but love to just lay around. I think I'm just going to read a book :> yay, go me! BTW, Brittany. I love you!!!!!!!!
Mario Winnans - I don't wanna know. Chill song <3
10/12/05 7:30 PM - Submitted by Chaz
So I do feel like dropping a quick update, just to tell Brittany, my princess
I have to write an annotated bibliography tonight on 8 sources, 2 of which must be academic. Also I have a test tomorrow in my Nats class, which I need to pass so I'm going to be studying for a while tonight :P OH AND on top of it all, some gender reading thrown in there. Ok thats all as far as school goes. Hoho, so now what? I should probably head to work. 8-12 shift rox, let me tell you, huhu. Oh and Saturday night, I have rotations again, so I'm doing another 8-12. Fun, yeah. I think so, :)
Someones having a birthday, someones turning 16!
10/07/05 5:04 PM - Submitted by Chaz
Just giving an early shout out sweet 16 birthday love to my little sister Heather who will be 16 on this coming Monday. I love you lil' sis, hope all is well and you are having a great time with Barbie, sorry I couldn't be there. Thanksgiving for sure, I'll definitely come and see you girls, I miss you all very much and love to everyone! Bye!
What's really going on?
10/05/05 10:07 AM - Submitted by Chaz
Feels good to get massive amounts of money from the government for school and for a meal plan. I think I'll put a little on my cat card like 300-500 dollars and see how long that lasts. The rest, who knows. Mwhahaha
Starting the day off right!
10/04/05 11:03 AM - Submitted by Chaz
Well as some of you may know, I start my Tuesdays off with no sleep from Monday Night. Well I finished all of my homework and felt like what the heck, I should go to school early today. SO I come a little early only to find my poor green Dyno Air was missing :(
Sucks, but we are in the computer lab for English now. Hopefully I can find it, or the person who took it - but I'm not counting on it. Just goes to show you that you can't have anything nice here in this freaking city. Sucks, second time the bike was stolen - grr. More good news to come later :) I hope.
Also just an update about Brittany, she said its snowing out there right now! Woohoo, and its like 100 degrees out here in Tucson today. I can't wait to see that girl. Its like, every day my love grows, ahhh. Today's going to be a good day. SHOUT OUTS TO MY GIRL <3<3<3
So remember I said there was more good news to come? Well the first part of the news is I got a 92% (138/150) on my Rhetorical Analysis that I turned in last week on Wednesday. WOOHOO
HUH HOMESLICE? YOU KEEPING IT REAL? BECAUSE I'M NOT.
10/03/05 10:54 PM - Submitted by Chaz
I have almost eaten an entire bag of Oreo's double stuffed cookies. I'm going to get fat. Anyway, I need to look over some homework for tomorrow :< BR<>
Anyone care to do my reading for me? Oh and by the way, what can you do with a communications major?