With time, comes healing and with healing comes strength. - Chaz
4/28/05 11:18 PM - Submitted by Chaz
Just when I thought the world was almost off my shoulders, its really not. So much more weight has just been added and a lot has been brought to the table. However; I do wish you had the balls to talk to me, I wish two would stop acting like children and just call me and treat me with respect, like an adult, I deserve that. Anyway, if you can call me before you make any plans for certain, that would be great. You know the number and if not let me give it to you again. 520-730-2403.
Aside from that, I have a lot of work coming up and its going to be fun and stressful but so rewarding once I finish. Exams, final projects, presentations, homework, and last minute cramming. God I love school, especially since its so easy to breeze by, (knock on wood). Just for this semester though, I've had easy clases, lol. Ok, well I have a lot to think about and write up, so I'm out.
We had our final RHA banquet tonight and it was awesome and sad at the same time. I am really going to miss RHA and I am thinking about coming back to the dorms after next year. I'll be able to apply for the RA position and if I get it, I'm definitely going to come back. We'll see, according to our constitution though I can still participate in RHA, which will be good for me next semester. I have met a lot of cool people in RHA and Brittany which has been <3. I will miss it but I will have a lot of weight lifted from my shoulders at the same time, so many choices in life. Grr.
SUPERSPRODE - S U P E R, SUPERSPRODE!
4/26/05 8:51 AM - Submitted by Chaz
To our crazy fans, we wrote this song especially for you. Its for everything you do, you are the best. Now get undressed, you are the cutest fans by far, you took a risk and bought our disk. You play it over in your car, you tell your friends about our band, we're in demand. This is what you are, S U P E R. S U P E R. When we play a show, it's good to know you are in the crowd. We here you scream so loud. You like to dance so take a chance, so throw your undies on the stage, no wait! You're under age, you send us e-mail everyday. Shop at Target(Tarjay) you made your freak so go for sheik. S U P E R, S U P E R. You're super sprode, that is what you are! So Supersprode, cutest fans by far. You know what you are!
That has to be the best song I have ever heard, I'm going to upload it for everyone to hear, mwhaha. It is actually a DDR song that someone made for the computer (nothing official with Bemani or anything, just someone having fun). Anyway, I have been doing well - things are going good, I've been bored lately and I have a lot of homework to do this week and I am not looking forward to it, grr. Ok well I need to finish an english paper because I have a meeting in 2 hours and 30 minutes give or take, then I have Spanish, Math and Astronomy to go to, w00t. Ok, much love everyone.
There was something I wanted to say... but I forgot, so if I think about it - I'll post it later.
Today is my dads birthday and in five days will be our third year without him, we love you dad and you will always be remembered and missed - your loving children, family, and friends.
Bold the following states that you have been to, I put the ones I have not been to in red and the ones I have in green^^: Alabama / Alaska / Arizona / Arkansas / California / Colorado / Connecticut / Delaware / Florida / Georgia / Hawaii / Idaho / Illinois / Indiana / Iowa / Kansas / Kentucky / Louisiana / Maine / Maryland / Massachusetts / Michigan / Minnesota / Mississippi / Missouri / Montana / Nebraska / Nevada / New Hampshire / New Jersey / New Mexico / New York / North Carolina / North Dakota / Ohio / Oklahoma / Oregon / Pennsylvania / Rhode Island / South Carolina / South Dakota / Tennessee / Texas / Utah / Vermont / Virginia / Washington / West Virginia / Wisconsin / Wyoming / Washington D.C /
I think I have been to a few more that I didn't put on there, but those are the ones I can distinctively remember :P
More ITG - I love this game, I'm going to go broke... :D
4/22/05 7:40 PM - Submitted by Chaz
No class today and it has been beautiful. I slept in until 4 o clock or something, maybe 5 - I don't even know. I got my hair cut last night, now I look like Tyler Durden from Fight Club. I'll post a pic when my friend puts them on her computer. Alright fools - I'm out to go play In The Groove, mwhahaha. Lates
In The Groove - roXor that game pwns DDR
4/18/05 11:24 PM - Submitted by Chaz
So I have some homework to do but I am going back to bed in a second, just thought I would let everyone know how productive I was today. Had an early start, went to the DMV, registered my car again, got a renewal of my drivers license and payed off my storage for a few months. Hoho, I feel good - James Brown just came on my and it made me laugh. Anyway, I just wanted to let everyone know that I am still alive, just not updating for a few days, been bored and not happy with computers lately. Anyway, lates yo
I hate Tucson's Heath - The Sun really blows in the desert.
4/15/05 3:50 PM - Submitted by Chaz
I'm tired, exhausted, in need of sleep, and not feeling too excited about the weekend. Much love, leave me some - I need it. Just sooo tired that I can't really function properly, but I did get cookies in the mail, ha fun stuff. Ok cats, I'll talk to you later, keep it on the flip side and I'll update later when I feel in good health. Lates
I need to stop procrastinating now so that link becomes alive tomorrow when it comes time for me to print this bad boy. Much love everyone, tomorrow is going to be a new day which is what I am looking forward to, goodnight all - homework time.
Feels sooooo good, one hour and five minutes later the essay is finished. I didn't put much work into it or go over it again, but I think it is worth of a B. I am totally cool with that, I just want to lay down in bed and sleep. If I wake up early enough then I'll work on it, but if not - oh well. Goodnight world.
So I'm not quite Nostradamus but I'm damn good looking.
4/12/05 10:31 PM - Submitted by Chaz
Meeting with Tim was good, I'm glad we had a conversation about the summer and what I get out of it etc. Heather and I had fun, came back to the dorms - shot pool, played some DDR, talked, good times. Love my little sister. We hung out till 9 and I met back up with Tim, Kari, Zack, and Tomas, stayed with then until 10:10. Now I have hell of homework to do and I'm tired.
No one called, so no love for anyone, GRRRRRR. I hate alarm clocks because they never work. Now I need a break from the computer while I talk to Brittany. Bye world, kthx.
**Come to think of it, Brittany called and Tim called, Brittany is the one who told me to wake up, mwah :P**
Look at me, I'm f***ing Nostradamus.
4/12/05 1:28 AM - Submitted by Chaz
Tim Ritzer is in town, I'll be meeting with him at 3:00 tomorrow in the Mariott right across from my dorm. After that I have to bolt over to Desert View and pick Heather up, (we will be hanging out for a few hours). Then I'll come home around 7ish, pass out for a little while, talk to my babe, eat some grub, bang out some homework. Now its about 11 in the evening and I'm finishing more homework, debating on whether or not I want to do my English or Spanish, who knows anymore, it all seems the same. I'm tired, drained, not feeling well and confuzzled. That is my prediction for tomorrow, we shall see if it comes true. Class from 12-3, meeting, sister, sleep, food, babe, homework, sleep.
BTW, I have to wake up early around 11:00 tomorrow to go to the Union and print my Spanish corrections, shiiiiit, phone call please. Much love to whoever calls :) Ok, sleep time.
Oh my god, April is almost over... :(
4/11/05 1:26 AM - Submitted by Chaz
Yet another late night with English and Tim. I'll be up for a while it looks like, oh yea, according to the last post - I have to update 18 times a day, ha! I don't think so. Anyway, I fixed my computer and there is no longer spyware on it. Mwah, I love my computer and I hate spyware. (Also writing English Papers the night before they are due, even if it is just a rough draft).
POST A COMMENT SO I KNOW WHO READS THE SITE, THX
4/7/05 10:24 PM - Submitted by Chaz
People look when I update, so I am updating for all of you hardcore mofo's out there who read my website religously. Post if you want more updates, don't post if you don't want more updates.
Maybe something like the number of comments will be the number of times I post a day for a while, we'll see. Depending on the turn out rate. EVERYONE JUST DO A TEST, LEAVE YOUR NAME SO I KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHO READS THE SITE, KTHX. BYE. KTHX. BYE. KTHX. BYE. KTHX. BYE
So the concert was good but I've been too busy to share.
4/7/05 10:24 PM - Submitted by Chaz
So I went to see Slipknot and it was pretty damn good. Best show ever, I took a few pictures, didn't upload all of them but it was good times. Joey had the sickest drum solo ever, I can't even describe wtf happened and what he did, it was just amazing. I want to give a shout out to Lauren for taking me and Mike for driving us there. It was damn fun, I enjoyed it and passing out in the car on the way there was fun. Glendale, Arizona is a pimp Arena and I'd go there again. Anyway, I don't feel like updating BUT GUYS GUESS WHAT.
GOTCHA IS DONE, I AM FINALLY PROUD TO SAY THAT IT IS RUNNING AND HAHAH IT FEELS DAMN GOOD BECAUSE I PUT A LOT OF WORK INTO IT. Ok, I love you all and I am going to pass out. By the way, I miss my girlfriend. :(
Had to get off the phone because I'm about to pass out and I didn't want to grr. I hate bugs and I hate sleep, goodnight all. Goodnight Brittany, mwah.
IMPULSE CONCERT: TOTALLY RANDOM
4/6/05 11:11 AM - Submitted by Chaz
Hmm, well I had an interesting dream today which really baffled me and I stayed asleep one more hour to continue it, but to my dismay - I think it was a different dream I started. Ha, you can read it in the Dreams section; I think it was really random and still cannot figure out the significance of it. I have class in 55 minutes and I'm still feeling the morning laziness. It shall wear off soon and I will get dressed for class, walk there - get there on time. I always like waking up a little earlier in the morning, it gives me time to take my time and do what I need to do at a very slow pace. I like that, because then it doesn't bother me to sit here and type up a really long update, or it doesn't matter when I take fifteen minutes to get dressed, that's life and I enjoy living like that :)
OK, SO. I HAD SOMETHING COOL TO TELL EVERYONE BUT I GUESS I FORGOT WHAT IT WAS WHICH REALLY MAKES ME UPSET. GRRR, at least I can remember Tim and I played some DDR last night and we had a great conversation about RHA and he definitely is one of the coolest people here at the University of Arizona. I love Tim, like a brother that is, he's just r0x0r like that. Anyway, we have to play some video games sometime.
BING BING, I remember what I was going to tell everyone. Concert tonight, in Phoenix. Remember my trip to Marilyn Manson? CLICK HERE Yea, it was pimp and totally random. Well I am off to see Slipknot tonight with Lauren and her Boyfriend. They are going to drive me which is damn cool, but I have to meet her 30 minutes after I get out of class, which leaves little time to eat, hardly any time to run home, drop my shit off at my dorm, and get ready - so I'm thinking about leaving English 10 minutes early so go home, change and get ready for the concert. One thing I've learned in concerts and what to take with you and not to take with you is jewelry, not that I wear any, I've just seen the buckets they have for people to drop their chains, etc. This should be fun, I've always wanted to see Slipknot, they have been my favorite band for a while - I really enjoy their old stuff, haven't heard much of the new stuff to like it haha. Anyway, I'll take some pictures and it'll be cool - I have to set up stuff for Gotcha, lol. Guess that happens tomorrow and I miss some of RHA. Alright peeps, I'm out, it's 11:11, my favorite time of the day. Late
Updated K-PAX PAPER, Print to take to Karen's office at 3 today. K-PAX
I smell the chickens and see the sun rising, omg wtf?
4/5/05 6:01 AM - Submitted by Chaz
I knew this would happen and I am very glad it did. So I was watching a little Fight Club last night before I fell asleep and I wanted to wake up really early to study for Math. Alas, I woke up a little too early, but that's ok because I need to be up and studying which I am not doing right now.
I'm really happy the post comment script works and everyone is posting :P, it makes me smile to come home to a comment, or see someone wrote something - even if it is only the awesumo jarl and no one else, haha. Anyway, keep posting - and I'll keep updating fools^^.
Ok, well much love to my girlfriend who is having some rough times right now :/ Gosh, I miss that girl tons. SHE KNOWS IT SO NOW IT'S YOUR TURN TO KNOW IT, HEHE. I am going to send her present out today, which reminds me I have to make a stop somewhere and pick something up before I can do that, ohohohohohoh. I love you babe.
Hmm, well there is almost nothing else left to cater to my procrastination. I don't want to study Math because I know this Math and I know what's going on but I really need to understand this one concept with logarithms which I have yet to master and even understand wtf is going on, lol. ARGH, TWO MORE TESTS AFTER THIS ONE AND THAT'S ALL. DONE, END, GAME OVER, FINISHED. All I have to say to that is a big f***in' WOOOOOOHOOOOOOO.
P.S. - I'm going to NACURH, in your face :P mwah
DOUBLE P.S.S..S.SS..S.S..S.S..S.SSS.S.S.S. - I updated the dreams page, and I'll start if I can remember my dream, :)
Sweet, Syracuse New York sounds like fun. :)
4/4/05 3:04 PM - Submitted by Chaz
Just thought I would let everyone know that I GET TO GO TO NACURH, w00t w00t. Just found out today from Daila, and it's certain. Damn that is pimp, I am going to be representing the University of Arizona out of our 15 delegates in Syracuse, New York. I thought I would share the news with every and let you know I'll be gone May 25-28th.
Also, when I was walking back from class today, around 2:50 p.m. I was stopped by a Fox ll cameraman. He wanted to ask me a few questions about the weather on camera and I agreed. He was asking about the wind we were getting and what I thought of it, lol. It was pretty funny - I'm going to be on the news at 9:00 tonight on channel eleven, or whatever channel your fox news is on. I thought it was pretty pimp, but I have to study for a huge math test tomorrow, ugh. Oh well, it's all good - BRING IT ON MATH, I'LL KICK YOUR ARSE. KTHXBYE
I just wanted everyone to know that all alternates have been accepted to go to NACURH. So everyone should be attending the meeting on Fridays. I have 4 people who said 4pm and 3 said 6pm, so I need everyone who did not reply to do so, ASAP. Again, the time of the meeting this friday will be sent out today.
CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL!
OMG THE COMMENTS STILL WORK: POST YOUR THOUGHTS, K.
4/3/05 7:07 AM - Submitted by Chaz
Oh man, am I tired. So I tried to go to a frat party last night with Joe and guess what - it was a name only list, BUT all females could get in for free. Well, turns out I knew about four or five of the guys in the frat, however; when I asked Jon to get Joe and I in - he was like "uhhh, well I don't think I can get you guys in." then three minutes later he walks out, lets his two friends in and bam - totally ignores us. Thanks a lot asshole, see if I help you with anymore homework or anything in the future. I just think it was completely rude of him to do that, then when I called him just to see if maybe he 'forgot' he coincidentally turned his phone off, bleh - I knew he didn't like me anyway, especially after one of the twins told me he thinks my girlfriend if fake. Piss off frat boy, thinking you are better than others. K
Anyway, after that little annoyance - Joe and I were lookin' good, for once, haha. We decided to get a few soda's at Silver Mines. The guy tells us a funny story about two bums trying to scam him for some money. I would write about it, but it's too hard because I don't remember the dudes name. Anyway, basically bum number one walked in, stole the counterfit pen - then bum number two walked in with a fake $100 dollar bill trying to get the guy to break it (since the counterfit pen had been stolen) but luckily the clerk had saw it was stolen and told the bum number two no, he would not break the one hundred and the bum left. I think it was a pretty slick idea and that was a quick summary of what he told us, but yea. Good times.
So I came home, 11:30ish and Brittany was asleep, tried calling her and texting but she was out I bet. Long day at competition and I haven't been able to talk to her at all this weekend, :'(
I am still stoked that my Post Comments works now, haha. Oh well, I am going to pass out - see you guys around 5 p.m. tonight. Much love, and by the way.
HAVE I TOLD YOU GUYS HOW MUCH I MISS BRITTANY? NO, LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS. I love that girl, mwah :P
COMMENTS CAN NOW BE POSTED BY ANYONE, YES!
4/2/05 6:25 PM - Submitted by Chaz
Holy crap, I just completed the Post Comment Script. NOW EVERYONE CAN COMMENT ON MY POSTS/UPDATES, HOHOHOHOHO. Thanks to my newly learned PHP skills, a few example scripts and many hours of work, it's done. Now you guys should start leaving comments on the updates. Ok, that's all for now. I am off to study for my Math test on Tuesday, much love.